So what he tried to change little by little was to trust outside the bed. He said that it was difficult to put it into practice when he went out of bed because all the pain in the world shook his mind. Perhaps, the experience of being used in the early days of burning desire and enthusiasm left him with a great trauma. However, he kept stepping forward, cooking ramen, cleaning, and cleaning the trash. It’s nothing big, and everyone can do it, but there’s nothing special about it because it’s something that adults should do, especially, and there’s nothing special about it. He seems to have felt this joy because he has shown through his actions that he thinks he can’t change for a long time and doesn’t have the power to do it.Singer Park Wan-kyu, the vocalist of the rock band Resurrection, known as the “Love of a Thousand Years” and a fan of Starcraft like me, came to Sebashi and gave a lecture titled “Resurrection of Me from a One-pyeong Bed Prison.” He told a story that would be of great help to those who have burned their passion in the past but are unable to do so now, if they want to get out of depression and lethargy.And that’s when he started walking to live. He started 100 and 200 meters and later walked all the way to his neighborhood. People asked him if he was exercising to take care of his body, but he was doing it to live. Through the process, I heard that his voice is much better now, and I was able to hold concerts. “I saw the real world. I could see people living in the real world, not the world that I always see on the screen and only on stage. Before that, I couldn’t see it. Having been through all of them, I could see how people are living their lives.” (Park Wan-gyu)Before I watched the lecture, singer Park Wan-kyu seemed a little out of place because he talked about depression and lethargy. He is a famous singer and has a hit song. I thought that depression and lethargy would suit people who don’t work out well. Maybe because there were many people who thought like me, he has a story about this at the beginning of the lecture. Obviously, when viewed from the outside, he might say, “You’re famous and successful enough, right?” but he mentions that he was taken advantage of by an agency and suffered from many aspects. As a result, all of the passion and enthusiasm that he had initially burned disappeared, and he didn’t even think about going out of bed. So he only went to the bathroom and asked his manager to bring him a meal.These days, it is so easy to see other people’s amazing things, that small attempts to escape from depression and lethargy seem too trivial to even think about. Not everyone has been great since the beginning. And even those who think they are great may feel lethargic and depressed at some time. In this regard, I had a lot of things to think about in my own way about singer Park Wan-gyu’s lecture. If there is anyone who is having a hard time with depression and lethargy, I recommend you to listen to it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJSarpLxPfY&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=%EC%84%B8%EB%B0%94%EC%8B%9C%EA%B0%95%EC%97%B0SebasiTalk
